piggie couple

2008-11-25T13:51:00.003+08:00

I hate _ _ _ _... -.-lll what a *******. nvm. well, im lazy to blog so byebye~ =D

The time with you was fabulous! I couldn't help but ask for more. Well, it was never meant to be this way. Never.

2008-11-12T21:09:00.002+08:00

finally over -.- haiy it was easy though but nvm haha. gt bandaged by my dear xD so niceeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!! yayness~ haha. the thoughts of changi hospital attachment made me.... feel so xian. holiday seems to pass so fast -.- and there are tons of hw out there waitin for me to complete and it's pilin up high -.- haiy. there goes my holiday already. too bad, national exam is comin soon? and i gotta work hard hard hard? nah no way. lol. maybe i will work hard? a few mth before LOL. so cya till then

-darlin so cute!-

2008-11-07T19:41:00.002+08:00

Darn it man... thanks to my dear hands which are always in the way. Darling, i'm really really very sorry about this. I swear that i'm nt intentional but, i didnt think that it was so fragile. I'm really terribly very very sorry... It's all my fault. I know you're tryin to say it's okay to make me feel better, still, i have that sense of guilty in me. I can't shake it away. I hopw time will be the best healing time for me, slowly, forget about this. I'm really sorry.

To you back: I know what you meant. I hope as the time pass by i can forget about this bah. You were so angry at an instant, i thought that you are going to ignore me forever. That meant a lot to you and i, damaged it. I'm really very sorry about this, next time i'm not going to touch your things ever again, just in case once again. You happy i happy.

2008-10-26T17:11:00.002+08:00

Another kin left our side. It was quite a sudden death. But in a way, death is maybe the best solution for him. Well, i will be missing school on tues.. I need another day before i could see u once again.

Im afraid to lose you. I dare not dream of that day, when we will walk our seperate ways, meeting once again as strangers on the streets, i really fear that day. But, i know that day will come, and it is nearing. Guess i could do nothing about it. Even if you leave my side, i will still remember you, never forget you, and needless to say, love you. I will abide by the oath that i made to you.

Cherish your loved ones before they are gone. Life or dead, cherish them before you lose them. Dont leave any regrets behind. Ignite the fire within you.

2008-10-19T14:56:00.003+08:00

AHHHHCCCCCHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! i'm officially pronounced sick-dead. haiy. sad. *coughcough* i think i gonna die but whatever~ it's bad to be sick on wkend cuz first : u dont feel like doin anything. sceond : teacher give derh hw must complete no matter what third : need lots of rest. like what the beep.

AHHHHHHHHHHCHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okay i think i gotta go bk and rest alr. bye *cough* bye *cough*

2008-10-16T19:08:00.001+08:00

每一次，你让我心碎

no mood to blog. so, ya. like that. *sigh*

2008-09-28T12:03:00.002+08:00

Oh my. Im usin the com once again. it's time to slack again. EOY comes fast and at the same time it will end fast too. Isn't it great?

Im just looking for the simple and plain happiness that i have enjoyed with you, on that very day which i could not forget, forever in my life.

2008-09-13T12:12:00.002+08:00

This will be the last post till EOY is over. no mood to post anw so decided not to. many things have happened over the past week, something that i dont wish to put in words. bye guyz. take care.

Hope our two seperate roads will come together and merge as one. I will accompany you throughout the entire journey down the road. No matter how hard, how pain it is, i will always be there for you. The rainbow that you've been anticipating will soon appear, ater a little bit of rain in the sun. I will never forget the sky on that day, when i ever loved a person so much. When, you ever felt the feeling of my love for you, gently patting your head. The world without me will still be the same, buildings will still be there, the sun will still rise from the east and set in the west. But, life without you will definitely make an impact. The sun will no longer be shining it's golden and warm rays. Instead, it will be pouring sadness and sorrownesss. I love you more than words could say. Believing, will be everything.

2008-09-07T12:10:00.002+08:00

hmm.. the terror has just began. the holidays is endin soon in abt 12 hrs and it means its the EOY already in two weeks. that is really very fast. hope i do well in the EOY lol, but i think its quite impossible. X.X haha. life is as usual the same. nth much t say or blog about although its a weekly post. let us grab hold of the oppotunity and start to study hard before it's too late. well, i doubt im goin too anw.

hmm.. no more chattin anymore after today i guess. darlin shld jiayou with her studies alr :)

2008-09-03T20:08:00.002+08:00

tada. yesterday was fun. but monday was even better xD haha. if i need tio summarize the events that took place, then eh, i would fill up the entire blog space with just a post haha. so, i drop the idea haha.
was tricked by mr chua, he said the qn 15 or 11( aiya last qn of ex 8.2). he told me and dewei 2 steps can fin le. i was like stunned. -.-lll then it is actutally 2 method. i thought 2 workin steps lol. it was freezin inside the trainin room eevn though no air was blown directly at me worhs! oh well, hope my eyes recover soon.
past few days was fun haha. before i forget, HAPPY BDAE ANNIE haha.

hope darlin wont have nightmares anymore!!

2008-08-30T13:08:00.002+08:00

September holiday is here. holiday is nt exact, its hellish moments. oh well, ytd was fun. have to endure the pain througout school. i did it just for you. i need you to know im willin to do anything for you. but i think this message just seems that it cant get into you. i've been tryin very hard all these while, i've been endurin all this while, i've been strivin all these while. results was satisfactory. but, i thing that i didnt manage well, you...

lookin back once again, i realized that i was more than just a fool. im hopeless. everything is goin against me. listening to emo songs when you're emo is good. it makes you more emo and it's good.

well, there are a lot of things which cannot be expressed in words. for example, my love for you

three words : i love you

2008-08-24T12:46:00.002+08:00

Thanks dear for her happy birthday ytd once again lol. i dont think you're tired of saying that haha. but nevertheless, if i'm happy everyday, everyday will be my birthday. ^0^ so wish me happy birth day everyday lol. kids central show that nice meh? i just cant seem to find entertainment out of it! i dont know how dear did that! lol...

hope i can survive one week without getting my hair caught by mr chua. i'm going to cut it during the holiday. somthing fun is coming! yay!

oh man. arsenal lost the match against fulham x.x darn it! but nevermind. ^^ there's still a long way to go. i'm surprised that stoke and hull city have a good start for the seadon o.O fabulous i mean. hull city won a match and drew a match. they are a team which didnt enter the EPL once! wonderful!

i'm getting back to studies i guess. but haha, my body just cant seem to take it >_< hope i can study for exams. hope...

2008-08-22T22:36:00.002+08:00

=] today is a special day ^0^ my birthday lol! ms lim was so kind to agree the request from ish lol. i was stunned bah, wasnt really mentally prepared for this lol. thanks dewei and his girl-frien and ish for the birthday gift =] thanks tay huiping and chenxi meimei for their gift too =D thanks dear for her super nice gift =3 heehee... thanks all for their blessings! thank you. this will be a day that i wont forget and i really enjoyed myself a lot ^^

mr chua came back and he was tanned o.O or i shld say he look my lobster haha! then all girls pin up their fringe. me also try to make my fringe so that it wont touch my eyes. hehe but he didnt lessen his weight. awww but nevermind so glad that he is bk. we can have proper maths lesson finally! yay! recent tests : e.maths 22/25, phy 19/25, bio 19/25, geog 17/25. sad larh haiz. but i think i got 4 A's le, which is... good! yipee! keep up the good work ray! -.- sorry~ haha

something funny happen durin the makin of identification card just now. lol. xD want to know? ask dear lol! =D

THANKS ALL!!!!!!!!! LOVE YOU ALL!!! EXTRA LOVE FOR YOU DEAR =D

2008-08-17T12:00:00.002+08:00

tada! ytd's table tennis men's semi-final china vs korea at midnite was quite nice to watch. at first korea was leadin but china won the first match eventually. watched fin first match then off i went to sleep. watched a bit of nigeria vs cameroon soccer too.
oh yes! arsenal won their first match over west brom thanks to nasri. wahaha scored in the 4 min! fabregas didnt play and i think it was a huge sucess for arsenal. their new home-kit is nice. esp on fabregas. lol. gooo fabregas!!! hope henry is doin well too.
oh well nevermind. bye cheerios

2008-08-15T20:47:00.002+08:00

oh well... finally another week is over. physic was quite satisfactory though. mr chiang miscalculated my marks and i jumped a grade to A1 xD yayness and i finally passed my phy practical aft failing for so many times by a mark or so -.-lll but chem was... eh kinda... cmi u know. mr ho was goin to have remedial with us for nxt 2 wks T_T noooo...!! well nvm, what else can i do? bear wif it lorh.

You're the reason to make me smile. You're the reason to make me sad. You're the reason, for my everything. Indeed, loving a person is so much easier compared to making a person love you. I finally got a bitter taste out of it. I wonder what was it like to live without you. The answer that i got was : complete darkness. My eyes were no longer the same anymore.

2008-08-10T10:36:00.002+08:00

National day ytd. an annual event. was already packed wif tons and tons of stuff already in the morning. so it was kinda busy. i was so occupied that i could barely breathe x.x my load starts to lessen later in the afternoon :)
olympics was kinda nice. exp female soccer telecastin at abt 8.30pm ytd. the match was like so funny xD yay! ltr got soccer in the aft and nite! go argentina(supportin since it is playin ltr)! there were a lot of unfamiliar faces cuz it was an under 23 event. so.. ya... hope lionel messi is in the squad then we can all have a look at all his fascinatin skillplay. still so early so nth to blog abt lol. so byebye cheers~

What you always yearned for is what i ever wanted. Lookin back at the past events, i felt that i was such a fool. Meteor shower represents my hope, gradually falling down to nowhere and disappear. On the other hand, there is one star that wont fall regardless of anything, you.

2008-08-08T19:03:00.002+08:00

i laughed and smiled. before i knew it, you and i were inseperable. how i feel for you was written in my eyes when you look at me. i looked at you, and you gave me the 'why you lookin at me' face. though the distance between us is so near, barely an inch away, but i felt like we were miles apart.
To wait is to be awaited. random~ i just type what i thought of. but, if you think about it, it does make sense.
If hate is negative, then love is positive. the affection that i had for you could not be described in words. all i could do was to show you how i feel towards you.
i'm already used to the bitterness of your love.
i'm just going my way.

Dude, nothing is impossible. don't let it over-rule you. through this, i bet you will make more new friends. don't confine within your current ones. be bold to make new friends. you can come talk to me or anyone anytime anywhere. we'll be there to entertain you, listening to your words patiently. then, maybe you could go out with us one day. most importantly, be happy. your smile can draw lots and lots of true friend to you. Smile jialat! :)

Fate and destiny are not meant to be heard or followed, there is always something you can do something about it. fate and destiny are there to be a guideline. they can be mended and changed as long as you have faith in yourself.
Opportunities are not meant to be awaited. it is meant to be created. you yourself can create opportunities with your own hands.

Form your resolve. Charge fowarrd. Don't leave any regrets behind.

2008-08-03T11:08:00.002+08:00

Time Will No Longer Be A Factor Of My Love..

It's nice to have met you. that's all i could say since nothing could work it out. you certainly had left a great impact in my life.

2008-08-02T21:18:00.003+08:00

There Is Something Missing In My Heart

I had lost interest in everything. things are never the same anymore. sorry for this emo post......

Never thought that I'd so inspired Never thought that I'd find the higher truth. I believed that love was overrated till the moment I found you. Now baby I know I don't deserve the love you give me but now, I understand that If you want me, I must be doing something right. I got nothing left to prove and it's all because of you. So if you need me, baby I make you feel alive. It's because of you I feel so lifted. I've been looking at my life from higher ground. Never thought I'd be so elated and you're the one that turned it all around. Baby I know I don't deserve the love you give me but I don't really care.

2008-07-27T11:03:00.002+08:00

Everything That Lies Ahead Has A Undefined Meaning, So Just Stay Still And One Day You Will Realize Even The Voice That Calls Out To Me Ss Dying And The Wind That Follows Along Time Disappears, I Find You....
But Throughout Time, One Day, We'll Understand, Like A Warped Memory In Our Heart.

-_- itz sunday le worh. ytd was like super lol. well, FA was fun de, to some extent though. xian, time pass so slow durin weekends. maybe that is because i miss you bah. well, i gt nth to blog about. so... for the meanwhile byebye! im goin to cut my hair T_T

These feelings we keep wishing for will one day change color

Just about everything is inevitable inside these colors that were born.

One more time, I am able to paint tomorrow with my hands.

I feel you no matter where I am, and my love grows deeper. Even if it's something that won't come true, I don't want to forget about it. I love you too much and we disagree, hurting one another. The days that we smiled together keep coming back to my mind. I yearn for you.

2008-07-25T19:08:00.003+08:00

I Could See The Sadness and Lonliness In Your Eyes. If I Could, I Would Like To Have The Chance To Brighten Your Life... And See Your Warm Smile Once Again. One Problem, Will I Even Have The Chance To Do So? It Depends On You...

yeap. finally this week is endin. well, mr chiang is a clever guy after thorough observations. seriously he's a funny guy indeed. he knows how to teach lessons. lol. don't know what's wrong with my speakers. hmm.... lol nevermind :) lol, today is racial harmony day. i think quite lol... might as well no lessons today go watch performance or go for early dismissal lorh. lol.. well quite redundant. aft sch do some practice for maths and i laughed at me own stupidity. lol. for e.maths ex 6.4 qn 9 i took 5 min to realize that it was a isos. triangle so stupid! missed school on thursday and worse of all i missed someone. T_T haiz~ lol tommorow is first aid exam. hope i will do well and not fail. muz jiayou. best wishes~ buaibuai.

If there is one thing that i could do once in my life till my death, that will be loving you.

Who are you now?
Are you still the same,
Or did you change somehow?
What do you do,
At this very moment when I think of you?
And when I'm looking back.
How we were young and stupid.
Do you remember that?
No matter how I fight it,
Can't deny it,
Just can't let you go.
I still need you,
I still care about you.
Though everything's been said and done.
I still feel you,
Like I'm right beside you.
But still no word from you.
Now look at me,
Instead of moving on, I refuse to see,
That I keep coming back.
And I'm stuck in a moment.
That wasn't meant to last.
I've tried to fight it,
Can't deny it,
You don't even know.
That I still need you,
I still care about you,
Though everything's been said and done.
I still feel you,
Like I'm right beside you.
But still no word from you.
Wish I could find you,
Just like you found me,
Then I would never let you go.
Though everything's been said and done.
I still feel you,
Like I'm right beside you.
But still no word from you.

2008-07-20T19:37:00.003+08:00

Craving For Your Love Every Single Moment Of My Life

Gasping For Air In The Nervousness Of Your Breath

Your Prensence Is My Greatest Motivaiton

hmm... nth much happen though. anw her wrist hurts like LOL. well people nowadays rely too much on a particular thing. like too used to right hand and etc. so itz good to use left hands at certain times.
so fast for express chinese. there's a test tommorow already. good luck for all~ hope i get back my geog test and see hw badly i failed xD oh~ there's still bio! grhhhh.... dun even get what the teacher is sayin -_- well, self-revision is still the best. racial harmony day hor, great man no cca! but the next day got the first aid examinations X.X hope i dun fail if not i will kena scoldin like siao.
oh well. the STUPIG is always craving for food :D this is the reason why. lol. well i said nothing! hungry hungry famished pig. morning hungry smsin and finding for food. afternoon smsin and also findin for food. evening smsin and still finding for food. duno what day is today(sunday), why she keep on findin food lol.
urban hike for guides was like so borin? came back to sch so early and did footdrill lol. well, nw im at a loss of words. i dunno hw to phrase words currently. let's see...... -_- still, nothing came to my mind. well maybe i shld stop here for today. it will be a weekly post! ^^ no time ya noe~

I really miss you, a song that I gotta say.
The things we did, the things we said,
Keep comin' back to me and make me smile again.
You showed me how to face the truth,
Everything that's good in me I owe to you.
Though the distance that's between us now may seem to be too far.
It will never separate us,
Deep inside, I know you are
Never gone, never far.
In my heart is where you are.
Always close, everyday,
Every step along the way.
Even though for now we've got to say goodbye,
I know you will be forever in my mind
Never gone.
I walk along these empty streets,
There is not a second you're not here with me.
The love you gave, the grace you've shown,
Will always give me strength and be my cornerstone.
Somehow you found a way,
To see the best I have in me.
As long as time goes on,
I swear to you that you will be
Never gone, never far,
In my heart is where you are.
Always close, everyday,
Every step along the way.
Even though for now we've got to say goodbye,
I know you will be forever in my life.
Never gone from me.
It's the one thing I believe.
I will see you somewhere down the road again.
Never gone, never far,
In my heart is where you are.
Always close, everyday,
Every step along the way.
Even though for now we've got to say goodbye,
I know you will be forever in my mind.
Never gone, never far,
In my heart is where you are.
Always close, everyday,
Every step along the way.
Never gone, never far,
In my heart is where you are

2008-07-13T13:21:00.003+08:00

lol. itz sunday n there is no chem tuition 2dae again. so sad. haven do the a.maths hw n the in-class work the paper x.x
itz like wtf? lol. finally test week is over n there comes another test week. T_T gt geog test, o lvl mother tongue listenin comprehension lol. n a.maths test. die die die. a maths will be a killer >_<
e.maths was like -_- esp last qn. 8 marks. wakao~? hv 2 find midpt of line pq. den aft dat i 4gt do simulataneous eqn after changin my method n ans 4 dat qn 4 dunno hw many times. in fact i duno nid 2 use LOL. dis shows dat im a freakin noob :D ha. be proud 2 be a noob! cuz it roxs~
den chem test? itz like even omfg~ no time 2 do fin the mole concept qns LOL. but managed 2 balance eqn n find mole of carbon dioxide. tink my conc. i wrong 4 he conclusion >_< aha. so envious of jackie who managed 2 fin the whole paper. tink she is the only one who finished. T_T den aft sch mr ho came 2 'consult' me, julian n frances who were happily enjoyin our lunch n waitin 4 cca 2 start. -_- mr ho was like " hw was the paper? " " y u all come down so late? " n stuff. haiyo. hope dat dis prac is juz a practice? well datz practically impossible. lol. well well well, dis week quite funny though. itz like whole week no assembly except 4 tues which was instead used as the temperature takin excercise. wee~
Too bad~ datz life. accept it. cry 4 it. yearn 4 it. hope 4 it. n most impt, enjoy it. specially dedicated 2 my dear pig!

2008-07-06T11:38:00.002+08:00

yeah yeah yeah... finally? long waited long weekend -_-.. 2 finish up my hw LOL...
quite saddenin actually... the week without fun peepo like ish~ n dewei. kinda miss them.. n their actions n jokes. reallie.. nxt week realli is a stressful week. tues gt eng letter of complaint in cls assignment. den wed gt nth on i hope >_<>_<. friday gt chem test n chinese yan yu test. lol... test week~ n itz like over 3 tests per week?( accordin 2 sch rules n regulations? ).. they didnt keep their promises..
gahh.... arghh... grrrrrrr meow~ o.O sry datz lame.. -_- all kinds of mixed emotions now lol like... wan 2 kill peepo? wan 2 love peepo? wan 2 hate peepo?( can ignore, no meanin ) happy times passed so fast... den sad times passed so slow. but all this is all imagination... time pass equally at all times. lol..
well, back 2 business. goin 2 lib wif ish 2 help him catch up his work. im sooooo kind rite? xD i bet pig tinks dis way too~ im such a kind n nice guy haha... 2 love is 2 giv. 2 be loved is 2 receive. well datz crap.. -_-
1 is a loner, 2 is a company while 3 is a crowd.

No matter hw sad u r, this is ur life and it's endin one minute at a time. so face up 2 it.

We enjoy warmth because we have been cold.
We appreciate light because we have been in darkness.
By the same token, we can experience joy because we have known sadness.

2008-07-04T20:24:00.003+08:00

well well well... it's a busy week...
OBS people finally came bk.. den erh... muscles everywhr~ lol congratz 2 them? 2 achieve a muscular body(regardless of gender). physics lesson was lol ytd..
mr chiang gave us bk our physics pratical papers n went thru. den he said dat our cls's graph sketchin was terrible n so he went ahead n gave us some graph paper n asked us 2 re-draw the whole graph. i was like... 'shld i take?' kinda stuff n i didnt take aft all since i gotten full marks 4 the sketchin of graph section (nt 2 haolian or anything n anw i failed so.. ya dun be mistaken). he went arnd lookin at wad we r doin n saw me starin into space. he came here n ask mi 'raymond y u nt doin anythin'. b4 i could react, chak hang said 'he gt full marks 4 graph'. den mr chiang was sayin i ma good boy -.- he's seriously n indeed a joker. den aft dat me, jeffrey n chak hang nth 2 do.. we tok abt ads, though it was chak who started it lol! he did the 'sheng shiong'(sp?) action. den jeffrey joined in n mr chiang saw them n i was implicated 4 nth lol. okay.. fun is nt over yet.. we tok abt M1 ads, the three funny guys n the boss thingy~ den we were imitatin them lol. mr chiang saw us n tell ME ' waa.. seriously nth 2 do.. nxt time gt commercial i will definitely find u. go frm sheng shiong 2 M1' (sumthin liddat).. den he said : come raymond since u so free nth 2 do n u get full marks 4 graph. u shall be the co-teacher. go behind n supervise the class. -.- den eh.. i did wad he told? n went bk 2 my seat. den best fit he kachiau me again : raymond. dis best-fit line correct a nt?
den i satrt eh tokin crap sayin wad muz 1 pt above 1 pt below n he didnt get it so he ask me go up draw lol.. lucky corret if nt i kena suan like siao o.O
2dae phy lesson nt as fun as ytd though lol... den me jeff chak didnt wi nthe quiz. mr chiang critisize me lol : raymond. u didnt win the quiz. lol... i was like -.- y me? lol... anw nxt week will be more busy cuz tests 2 cumin out alreadi~ so... post will be at least once per week i promise.
so nw byebye n dis is a super long post on phy lessons on the past few days~ well nervermind~
byebye~ take care guyz
ppl who use violence 2 solve problems r stupid, senseless n childish. i feel sad 4 them as they r immature.

2008-06-30T18:25:00.002+08:00

lol.. miscalculated 2dae -.- nevermind... used 2 walkin home alone le so.. ya.. lol..
sch nt fun without ish -_-... it suxs a lot... bo ppl 2 tok 2... he's the only person who understands me lol... heart-2-heart session no more dis week~ -.- esp durin eng, chem, bio, phy, recess(-.-)... lol... too bad... 1 week will be over beri(veri) fast.. anw... haven do my xiao lian bi(chi journal).. n my oral presentation will be erh.. wif no preparation/research? lol... dis suxs~ -_- well... i alreai 4got my topic.. duno whr i put my paper -_- so.. lol still hv time 2 use com lol.... well.. time management? ok i g2g byebye~ ^0^ go do my xiao lian bi? nah... ltr haha... slack~ @.@

2008-06-28T10:45:00.002+08:00

grhh... xianisation~ chiong eng letter liao~ wish all those goin 4 OBS de gd luck -_- outward bound singapore... lol.. go pulau ubin~ =_= still considered in singapore bah lol... anw.. bon voyage~ =_= gd luck n enjoy ur 5 days there sleepin wif insects n animals.... n most of all gd luck in catchin up the sch work... lol
stupid bz sch life T_T stil can cope... n time management is so gd dat i can still use com lol.. body used 2 wakin up early le.. =_= but stil.. it suxs =_=
naruto shippuuden episode 64 haven come out T_T though itz filler but betta den nth lol..
short post... cuz nth 2 say n fri is a bad dae~ i love days when there is no cca -_- dis suxs... =_= ok.. im off liao go do eng letetr mayb postin again ltr... mayb nt... so byebye~ T_T

2008-06-26T18:22:00.003+08:00

haha... bought a cargo pants i suppose~ to my horror itz size 26... lol... mayb cuttin big so... ya... haha xP
dun tink bloggin dat often cuz currently bz wif school stuff.. n somthing else...
so... ya.. sat n sun will blog de.. is a confirm i guess cuz standard de mah..
den sat mornin do the complaint letter? lol.. quite weird... do on com den send 2 teacher lol.. no matter hw impt is a particluar thing... i wun neglect brotherhood... but priority is........ lol.. nth~ someone lazy do log qns( june holi add. maths topic 2) lol... dunno who is dat wor~ LOL
tell u wad... 2 know dat some1 is avoidin u a nt veri easy de... first of all is in cls... xD den recess... xD aft sch... msg~... msg will be short LOL... so itz pretty simple~ n PMS was done 4 nth =_= jessie sam nvr come... zzz den had noise pollution done by me, ish, de wei lol... CE is fun without teacher o.O

And it's not that I want to have u. All I want is to deserve u.

If u love somebody, set them free. If they return, they will be always urs. If they don't, they never were

OH... pig u gotta get well soon =D recover fastfast!!! xD

2008-06-21T12:48:00.002+08:00

hi~ 1 more day b4 sch reopens ^_^
eeeeeeee? =_=

today hv 2 do hw lol.. still gt 2 more yu wen lian xi 2 jian bao 2 xiao lian bi onli... haven do lol
lurkin love... endless love... does frenz reallie last 4va? mayb nt... the feelin is duper super weird..

mournin 4 myself =_= freakin hell.. st john day is on freakin tuesday.. gt 2 do everything b4 sch repoen... wonder if pig is willin 2 wait 4 mi on mon aft sjab.

evil me.. lol duno y i said dat oso.. but... lol.. im evil xD
vulnerable pathetic idiot lol... chi proj still haven do cuz 4get which topic T_T
everythin in my life suxs T_T ( exclude family frenz n pig LOL xD ) sobs....
rampagin thruout the entire holi ^0^ lol... supppeeerrr borin de lurh
yucks~~~ a word 2 describe sumthing dat is nt nice? which is my life... =_=
thunderstorm!!!1 hope it can blow me off~ hope i get struck by lightnin... hope!
hope! n hope! but un tink dat will be possible =_= cuz i dowan die yet lol..xD
i wan die onli when i had 2 LOL
new beginnin... a brand new life... but sumthin wun change... which is my love 4 u xD
glad dat i hv met u though...

btw... juz rmb sumthin again... amos u sux =_= lol...
u so lame lor... play gb =_= lame games 4 lame ppl ^0^
tooooooopid amos!!!!

incaranation~

doin things dat i dun like is wad i hate.. like nt lovin u xD lol.. juz kiddin onli..
i dun mind u nt tellin mi everything de... reallie im nt angri/sad
doin sum thinkin over sum stupid stuff currently... n end up bein emo =_=
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nothin le cuz dis post is crap post.. but if u realize there is a hidden msg : to pig
today sux a lot... lol.. was tinkin hw 2 complete all my hw by 2dae.. byebye im off~

2008-06-20T15:52:00.004+08:00

the truth has been revealed.... "~~~~~~~( censored due 2 some reasons ) but i didnt"
dis sentence is reallie truely hurtful... y phrase it in such a manner?...
im at a loss... mayb im wrong... wrong abt everything... totally wrong...
i onli noe one thing... DATZ ME... 1 opportunity 1 life 1 love... a shattered heart... like shattered pieces of fragile glass... im actually veri fragile... so.. please take good care of mi...

2008-06-19T17:49:00.004+08:00

(last one) guess which one is me xD one of them is me while the other one is my sis xD hint: one dat is fatter is my sis lol...

haha... was diggin out some past fotos n makin comparism... lol... so decided 2 put up some pics? cuz i rmb someone wan 2 see my baby foto LOL... lazy 2 post one by one so juz dump everything n scan it lol.. some foto r funny~ especially my aunt... one pic(the slide one) was like some edited image of her.. LOL
anw 2dae is my mum bdae so wish her happy bdae? lol... hmm... sacrificed the outin 2dae.. >_< so sad... anw itz nt juz an outin... an outin wif u.. is everythin! so... itz nt a simple one... as so i thot... mayb it isnt impt 2 u... ~.~

Love is like the sun coming out of the clouds and warming your soul.

There is a place you can touch a woman that will drive her crazy. Her heart.

2008-06-18T12:06:00.003+08:00

wad a turn of event.. =.= currently itz nt mi who cant sms itz pig.. lolz..
didnt reply quite a few msg back lol... but nevermind~ =D

cntdown 1 day 2 my mum's bdae.. duno wad 2 get 4 her so decided nt 2 buy n share half-half wif my sis -_-

hmmm.... actually used 2 nt smsin alreadi le.. but itz juz weird :/ lolz... hv 2 wait until her fone could be used once again... which is.... someday.. lolz... hope she wun hv her bill 2 explode again...

so far... things hv changed in my life... im still waitin for dat light 2 shine upon me.. it will b nvr endin wait... i dont dare 2 open my eyes 2 see wads ahead of me.. for fear dat i would see something dat i had alreadi expected.. i would rather live in my own world of imagination n fantasy.. den 2 face up 2 the truth.. the sad cruel reality.. is wad reallie lies ahead of me...

如果爱这麽渺小,随便的就能忘掉.为什麽还有心跳,怒力的时候眼泪会掉...

The journey 2 ur heart was tough but it was all worth it...

2008-06-17T17:39:00.008+08:00

If your lover betray, what will your reaction be?
-... no particular reaction.. wad is lost... is lost.. so i wun dwell too much on it... i hope... n wish her happiness wif dat person-___-

If you can have a dream come true, what will it be?
- a dream... hw i wished i could hv 2.. but.. one n only one dat i would wish 4... is.... (only 1 person in the whole universe noe)

What will you do if your best friend snatch your lover?
- again... no point snatchin her back isnt it? happiness is wad it reallie matters... as long as she's happy.. im happy... hope so T_T

Are you confused on what lies ahead of you?
- every1 is.. but currently im nt... i only see 1 path... nvr retreat...

What is your ideal lover like?
- sum1 dat i love deeply datz all

Which is more blessed, to love or to be loved.
- to love : nid 2 fork out to be loved : nid 2 recieve... to love will be more blessed.. at least u hv emotions? o.O

How long do you intend to wait for the person you love?
- forever

If the person you secretly like is already attached, what will you do?
- erh... no point breakin them up.. so.. do nth n simply get over it

Is there anything that made you unhappy these few days?
- definitely! worries r alwae present in my life

If you had a choice, what type of family would you wanna be born in?
- the same family i had nw

Right-handed or Left-handed?
- right-handed

How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
- supposedly dead xD... erhh.. a fresh graduate i guess

Who is currently most important to you?
-PIG

Do you think you're kind?
- mayb... mayb nt.. depends on wad first

Would you be rather single and rich or married and poor?
- married? -_- if my partner is willin 2 suffer wif mi den i dun mind... love comes first..

If your friends hate you for no reason, what will you do?
- dun make frenz wif them? good frenz arent supposed 2 be angry over small trival matters.. they will stand by u 4va

If you lose your voice one day,what will you do?
- eh? lose voice? dun tok lorh~ writin is another option.. xD

Do you live to love, hate, or for the sake of living?
- make life more interestin.. more blissful too... so.. i live 2 love.. mayday : wo wei ai er sheng( i live 4 love )

What type of friends do you want?
-sumone like ish n dewei =] pig is nt my fren haha!

If you are going to choose a country for honeymoon, where'll you choose?
- JAPAN! xD

ehh... the above qns is bein adapted frm pig's blog n pig extratc it frm her fren's blog so aknowledgement made.. LOL!

nth 2 do haha

Treasure the love you receive above all. It will survive long after your good health has vanished

A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous

2008-06-17T17:39:00.003+08:00

haha.. letz hv some crappy post since i gt nth 2 post abt xD
aiyo.. still haven do the chinese presentation thingy... X.X die le lorh... chak hang still in camp?... =.= sat i no time 2 spare + i called him he didnt pick up -_-
aiyo... die le.. lolz.. mayb sch reopen den do liaoz.. T_T
2dae nth 2 blog abt reallie -.- sueprband was kinda funny ytd.. the hwa chong one hahaz... n some scream like omFG #%&*(^N(FHQR(@ breakin glass =.= haha...
lolz...
nah nth 2 blog abt so goodbye ^^
*puff* im gone~
sry.. datz lame

2008-06-16T17:24:00.002+08:00

ITZ MONDAY!!!! grhh... blue blue monday -.- dun feel like doin anything derh!
in the end.. juz finish chinese paper.. -.- n a few maths qns... =.=lll
yay?... offically 1 more week b4 sch reopens.. mayb im lookin 4ward 2 it... hmmm...
still nid 2 copy physics ans 2 wrtitin paper =.= y cant we juz do inside bk... if nt i no nid do again... zzz thx 2 mr. chiang..
the dark gloomy sky totally suits my feelin down... lol.. dull... meaningless life..
life may nt b meaningless aft all... u dunnoe wad reallie awaits u 2moro.. or even the nxt second... new surprises.. new challenges... awaits u isnt it? life... unexpected... haizz...

We perceive when love begins and when it declines by our embarrassment when alone together

2008-06-15T16:30:00.002+08:00

hmm... ytd lazy 2 blog xD anw.. who will bother 2 read my posts leh? haha... datz wad i thought~
lol... sad life 4 sad ppl once again... wee~ pig is officially back frm camp ^0^
den once she come back she started 2 apologise 4 everything(?) 4 no particular reasons lorh... datz wad i hate abt it =.=lll but leh.. 2 tink of it.. nth's wrong too >_<
haha... gt a lot of hw left!!! grhhh... 2nite den chiong =.= lazy + no mood 2dae xD
who will like 2 do hw durin holiday leh? mayb sum ppl will... =.=lll those hardcore nerds chionger... duh... nt pointin fingers at anyone though... no offence! no evil intentions! dun get mi wrong haha...
hmm... whr was i? nah.. 4get it.. dowan 2 fret over it.. haha... lazy 2 recall too... camp is surely fun.. no matter wif frenz dat u knew or nt.. cuz durin camp.. everyone will b ur frien... awkwardness dat was once present will be absent alreadi.. the long awaited dismissal time will be the sad end 4 the camp... newly made frenz will be seperated.. n mayb wun hv a chance 2 meet each other again after all.. memories in the camp will alwaes be unforgettable.. juz like the time dat i spent wif u... lol.. no link but nvm...
2dae is a special father's day.. be proud of ur father.. the breadwinner 4 ur family.. the one who is earnin money n providin the family wif a comfortable life... be glad dat u hv a father!
byebye~ take care guyz!!

2008-06-13T19:52:00.001+08:00

friday... countdown 22 hours more b4 pig offcially pass out frm trainin camp.. hohoho... hmmm... lolz... sudden cravin 4 green tea ice cream aagin >_< lolz... influenced by some1 -_-lll... hahahahahahahaha!
a big fan of UVERWORLD... they rox every1's world!! especially mine ^0^
im L-A-M-E LAME! heh heh...
every1 arnd mi seemed so emo.... two living egs is toh huiping -.- n jeffrey -.-
but there is alwae exceptions: hentai amos(sicko amos) lolz... anti-emo so he's awae joyful n hyperactive... hw i wish i could be like him but i cant =.=lll
nah.. gtg le~ go hv dinner n *poof* im offline =.= lolz... who cares abt mi anw... byebye~

oh ya.. 2dae is friday the 13th... nth is happenin 2 mi though n y the hell am i expection sumthin 2 happen 2 myself? =.=... nah... black friday.. guess lots of ppl will avoid wearin dull colours(?) n stay at home instead... haha...

2008-06-12T20:44:00.002+08:00

hmm... 2 days down! left 1 and a half days i suppose... time 2 countdown~
sad life 4 sad ppl... sad ppl gt sad life.. doesnt make sense anw.. can ignore
frettin over sumthin.. 1 more week b4 sch holi ends once more.. awaitin schlin life~ lucky i wasnt goin OBS singapore camp =.= dun tink is nice.. and ppl here n there gt empty/extra slots n smsed mi regardin whether i wanna go... -.- of cuz NO~!
nah.. short post = no mood = dowan blog = short post
magical isnt it? itz linked! sry..... im lame -.-
ok den.. short post 2dae... byebye

Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation

I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken -- and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived.

2008-06-11T09:33:00.003+08:00

sobs! i couldnt wake up on time 2 sae my farewell words 2 pig! woke up at 7.15am instead if 6.30am... sobs~ den wanted 2 call her but was afraid dat she had already report 2 the venue.. so sms her my apologies instead...
sad, sad n even more sad. T_T bad start 4 the day..
mayb potin ltr~ goodbye 4 nw
(edit)
hmm... holiday is endin alreadi~ abck 2 schlin life which i long yearned 4... at least wun miss sum1 dat badly =.= left quiet a number of hw but im surprised at the speed dat i am goin.. quite fast i guess.. itz 4.20pm alreadi... sobs... pig in camp currently n ish is goin oversea 2 attend weddin~ den i hv no one 2 tok 2 alreadi.. nevermind.. i can alwaes tok 2 myself =.=lll... datz lame but who cares~

Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing.

Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go.
(/edit)

lol...

2008-06-09T18:18:00.004+08:00

I love you more every day,
My name I long for you to say.
Do you know just how I feel?
Do you know this love is real?
Sometimes I wonder what you think.
When you hear my name, do your cheeks turn pink?
Do you dream about me every night?
Wish to hug me and hold me tight?
Do you think we're meant to be?
Together forever, you and me?
These are the questions that run through my mind,
Your way into my heart, you did find.
It drives me crazy as to what I should do,
I just don't know what to do anymore,
My heart it aches, my heart it's sore.
I love you more than you could know,
And I don't want to ever let you go.
I'll always love you until the end.

hmm... 4 days 3 night camp is veri fast i tink... juz hope dat itz fast =.= hope 4 a day 2 pass even faster den a sec... den dat would be gd... 4 days would juz pass in a blink of eye..*sigh* sad... no smsin.. no tokin.. no chattin 4 entire 3 days... lol... im mad alreadi... so dun nid 2 bother...
the world is so unfair... people r blessed wif talents, regardless of academic, sports or asthetic... every1 is gd at at least one kind of things... but i juz dun belong 2 those groups... im juz a small little pest in the world... THIS WORLD SUXS! mayb nt wif pig... lol... the world is juz so unfair... every1 doesnt hv an equal opportunities~...

Better never to have met you in my dream than to wake and reach for hands that are not there.

2008-06-09T18:18:00.001+08:00

lolz... too bad eh.. identity revealed finally... whew~
anw who cares man... reallie... der's nth 2 blog abt 2dae actually...
mornin went out 4 abt 4 hrs or so... lol...
nth much... yeap.. 2dae is a borin day..

No LoVe, No FrEnShIp,CaN cRoSs ThE pAtH oF oUr DeStInY wItHoUt LeAvInG a MaRk On It FoReVeR...

2008-06-07T10:03:00.005+08:00

7th june 2008 already... the me who was once fast in homework has nw once again become slow n currently slackin... in addition... itz hard 2 find the me in the past... but i'll try my best...
itz a heavy thinderstorm at JE... wonder when would it stop... somehow it affects my mood 2 do things... weather.. an unpredictable element.. is the same as emotions... u dunno when another person would flare up,be upset,be happy... lightnin flashin here n there... followin wif the thunder boomin... today will be a bad day 4 mi...
anw.. there's euro 2dae at 11.55pm live telecast... openin match... i hope dat match will be thrillin though~
havin lost sight of the little things we had seen, we were in a sea of memories, drowning.. so why? we even had our vows turn into just wishes...
my lost dreams of holdin u by my side... the further we are apart... the nearer i feel u are... even my loneliless turn into strength when i tink of u... believe once more in miracle.. that is our chanced meeting.. when our dreams come true one by one.. we will meet again... i can see wif my eyes closed...i noe u r here even whithout touchin...
The coincidence become destiny

2008-06-06T09:13:00.002+08:00

hmmm... such an early post.. but i guess itz short
Being with you is like having every single one of my wishes come true.
anw... seems like you had forgotten abt yesterdae nite i guess... but itz good 2 forget... dun scratch ur pathetic skin -.- it will itch even more + it will hurt even more... pigs r nvr tired -.-

2008-06-05T21:51:00.002+08:00

nah.. im nt goin 2 blog abt 2dae... lolz
1 word 2 describe 2dae : fun

(edit)
sry pig... i didnt mean 2 get angry(?) over trival matters... n i do reallie suck isnt it... can any1 tell me dat? juz 2 affirm again though i noe i do... im thee worst person(mayb im a beast instead) in the universe... i do reallie regret :/ hope u dun hv a restless nite.. aft all... itz nt ur fault... hmm... ur "hmpf" reallie erh.. hw shld i put it... eh.. made mi angry/pissed/upset/irritated/... anw... aft all itz reallie nt ur fault so y bother sayin sry?... im nt in the postion 2 do so... im nobody.. i shldnt reallie hv existed in dis world... im... juz an extra... in dis world.. n the world would be better off without mi... im dead serious abt it... i juz make every1 elses life difficult n sad.. so... i might as well die...
(/edit)

2008-06-04T17:15:00.003+08:00

yay! 2dae is finally wed!.. pig is bk frm camp!! hooray! rejoice! weee~
anw... quite xian actually lol... hmm... btw i saw dis ytd.. thot it would be quite weird.. the signboard is lyin horizontally on the grass patches! wonder wad happen 2 it... could it be struck down by cars? or some typhoon or hurricane swept it? lolz... it will remain as a mystery(i guess)

03june2008

2008-06-03T17:33:00.002+08:00

2dae is tuesday.. juz a day more b4 piggie come back frm camp... best wishes 2 her on her.................... hope her campfire nite was a sucess... datz her biggest worry n nw her biggest load is off her mind since itz alreadi over i guess. lolz..
there's a lot of things dat cannot be disclosed 2 others... for eg.. nth... cant tell since itz private matters... so... datz it. first thing dat came 2 my mind was thursday.. wonder wad would happen on dat day xD haha...
injured wif pain n sadness.. the you which cannot be healed.. shoulder the burden of the past dat cannot be erased.. dont throw away your will to live.. i wan to protect you n ur disappearin smile

by learnin pain... you can become a person who can be to kind to others

there's always a fine line between confident and arrogant... too confident will make one feel proud and standin high up above others.. eventually become arrogant and doin things by your likings~ there should be a limit... to your confidence!

your the one and only... one of a kind in dis world

cccc

2008-06-01T10:48:00.002+08:00

countdown 3 more days b4 i can finally see u... ur stupid camp?... lol
so altogether 6days... hmm... so long... xian =[

2008-05-31T11:58:00.003+08:00

ahhh~~~~ cars 2 nice... lol

2008-05-31T11:58:00.002+08:00

thx pig 4 ur well wishes... im lazy 2 blog lolz
anw... on tues i rmb sumthin happen durin mrt..
cast: guy 1 n guy 2 ( in chi )
guy 1: *taps on guy 2 shoulder* hello! can b more considerate.. play game(psp) in the super crowded mrt... cant u see dat there's a lot of ppl
guy 2: u sae excuse mi can alreadi rite.. hw i noe
guy 1: i poly student oso noe u wad? workin adult..
guy 2: okok i am sry *frown*
guy 1: wan sae sum more? sae larh... so many ppl here u dare u sae larh
guy 2: okok.. im sry.. u r right u r right im sry
*ends*
thx 2 the poly student n more ppl can board the train~ plus itz at peak hour... lolz

im offically pronounced dead~ haizz... cough + flu + swell~ O.o(my eye?).. lol... saddenin! like kena hit on my eye liddat... den swell!!!... ahhh... xian... put eyedrop better nw... haiz.. + so see doc = waste $$$

sat lorh... cntdown 2 more days 2 camp.. lolz.. feel so sad 4 u XP since u detest camp so much.. haha... i miss u lotz n lotz n lotz... but im contented even juz bein able 2 hear ur voice =)

2008-05-28T11:18:00.002+08:00

lolz... 2dae was the eng oral
n.. in the waitin/holdin room.. i was the only guy... bleh!
haha... so sad rite.. but durin the time dat we were waitin was quite fun
shamaine eng was tokin abt the 'bei yong yun', regardin the 'tai yan si shen ji'( waeva u call/spell it).. den when it was one turn b4 anni.. anni had a stomachache... lolz! too nervous le..
it was mi nxt! den was sittin down there lookin at the ground floor via the pathetic small little openin wif railings de.. den saw piggie lookin back at mi n smilin...
lolz
anw... was quite well-prepared? had everything organized.. den tok abt the passage... i add quite a no. of words into the text myself.. lolz bt i cant do anything rite~ den pic conver... omg... i was stuck aft i said the first sentence... den i paused 4 quite long i tink... cuz my mind at dat particular time was empty! omg... anw.. i still managed 2 finish the thing.. den free conver. i tink... wasnt prepared 4 it...
examiner goh asked " do u hv any experience in any competition b4?"
i said " ya.. the most recent one was the inter-class competition d at was held a few weeks ago n we came in second... durin the finals the mistake frm mi lead 2 the defeat of our team"
examiner goh asked "wad did u do?"
den carry on blablablabla
den she was like eh... stunned(?) when i suddenly paused on my story.. lolz
examiner goh" nvm.. itz nt ur fault anw.."
i said " i still feel veri bad 4 it..x"
nxt conver. was abt the process more impt or outcome more impt.. lolz of cuz itz process... at dat point of time... u reallie noe who actually care 4 u n who didnt..
i tink the nxt one is every1 wans 2 b the best.do u agree? sumthin liddat.. i mean of cuz every1 wans 2 be the best... who dowan.. lolz...
NXT> does the society focus on the best? i tink... eh... talent is more impt here... if ur talent is regconised den good larh...
oral so fun~ lolz but nt so 4 sum ppl like register 1 in our cls... lolz...

lolz`

2008-05-27T19:04:00.002+08:00

woop~ SMO 2dae suxs big time.. all sin tan cos... all i duno hw do.. altogether abt 10 qns confrim gone~ but lol i dun reallie care anw... itz juz a simple competition..
thot can leave early but in fact cannot... do 4 1hr30min den the rest of the time was dazin around... n opps man! i let u wait 4 an hr n ur puntual nt early.. cuz im late.. haha! feels so bad bleh...misanticipated~ haiz.. still hv 2 sae sry.. lolz...
N the FAST food restaurant(ljs) was reallie veri 'fast'... tink sumthin went wrong wif the machine but wadeva~ took abt 15min 2 wait 4 the stupid meal.. was veri patient though haha until the last minute... zzz... was late 4 phy anw.. although i chiong my lunch... lolz... haha
rain so coolin n refreshin.. shld hv taken a pic of chak hang n ish heldin on 2 the two blue umbrellas~ so funny n gay too...

26may08

2008-05-26T10:22:00.007+08:00

lolz... 2dae is monday! yay! sch holiday offcially starts..
but no matter wad i still hv 2 wake up early in the morning after all due 2 my dead 'kimi' branded alarm clock... lolz
2moro gt SMO competition... xian... was only hopin 2 get an honourable mention lol!
den aft dat at 2PM!!! gt phy makeup remedial... so wad am i goin 2 do durn the time in between.. i dunno.. haha..
ltr in the afternoon.. eh mayb aft i blog im goin 2 chiong liao~
im soo harworkin... nw.. letz juz hope dat my hardwork will be repaid...
anw... amos... itz u sux lolz!
u suck pervert amos!
wahahaha...
no matter hw we're tryin.. cant deny it... u still nid 2 noe...
dertermination... courage.. patience...
all dat i nid... 2 excel in anything... i mean.. anything

l

2008-05-19T11:41:00.007+08:00

saturday huh... holiday finally begin... n im goin 2 mug reallie hard..
piggie's goin 2 weddin dinner/lunch huh... n her father is the mc... lolz
good food there huh...
yup.. nth 2 blog 2dae... no sch.. nth
damn... face up 2 reality... stop avoidin... say no if u dowan.. 10 years down the road is unpredictable.. so dun tink abt it.. the present leads 2 future i noe.. but a bad decision doesnt= to bad future... so... yup... datz my own tinkin anw... i hope u reallie understand
time spent wif u was... undescribable.. all i can sae was.. im glad dat im made the right choice...
i finally noe time wasnt the best effective healin medicine... itz willpower...
reality... fate... affinity... luck... destiny... future... life
live life 2 the fullest.. dont leave any regrets..
form ur resolve. charge foward. leave no regrets.
i will protect u frm any danger/harm.. n bring happiness 2 ur life... u wun b alone
im nt afraid of bein mocked by the whole world 4 bein persistent n.. who will rmb mi anw...

lol

2008-05-19T11:41:00.004+08:00

Oh yay!!! im bk 2 bloggin once again!!! piggie mind u... ur blog more dead den mi... lolz!!
btw... i dint use 4 the past few days i tink~ self-control huh.. hahahaha
2dae wass ssooo fffuunnn~~~ lolz... janise n hui long(?)... tink shall nt reveal anything n i tink ders nth much too.. lol! janise so reluctant 2 leave the sch compound.. was waitin 4 2 guyz! JX n HL... lol.. dunno who 2 choose! in the end.. haha... too bad... matchmakers i shall say.. den hui long was like veri paiseh abt it.. lol... den janise was over there sayin "wait larh" kinda stuff... excuse= "my fone no battery le... i wan lend hui long's fone 2 listen 2 music n he oso live in clementi n take bus too.."
lol... durin the way 2 mrt was so LOL... the 2 person was erh... nt willin 2 tok 2 each other until.. the converse bag conversation.. haha... left them alone anw~
loll... in the end i dunno wad happen... hui long went 2 play basketball at sumwhr wif yusheng? n janise called piggie while waitin 4 train at JE.. lolz! so funny...
the truth shall nt b revealed.. otherwise told(?)
impt detailes will onli b known between 2 of us
lol... PIGGIE<3

oh ya... lolz.. cant believe it totally!!! we r actually in the same cls b4!!! i dint realised dat ur there n u too... lol! literature huh.. film studies!!!! OMFG! lolz.. guess itz fate dat we met each other i guess.. haha!
PIGGIE<3>

19 may 08

2008-05-19T11:41:00.002+08:00

The best moment of my life... was the time spent wif u...
fate... destiny... reality... doesnt decide my path of my future...
the 'thing' dat controls my future... is nt any1 else... but u
im a pawn in ur life... but ur my goddess

18 may 08

2008-05-18T11:08:00.002+08:00

lol... blog too often alreadi.. nw nth 2 blog abt..
acutally... ur wrong dat i dun reallie like u... itz cuz of ur attitude... if u can change it.. den we will b wad we r b4...
i miss those days.. when i was ur gd fren.. sittin bside each other... sharin stuffs.. dat time was fun... reallie... hw i wish we were in the past... nw.. we shattered n torn apart... but.. im tryin 2 salvage the situation.. i tink u r too arent u...
piggie... ur so eh... lolz... nvm i dowan sae here =p
heehee...
pigs r sooo cute!!! cute little roamin creatures... heh heh
yup.. so glad dat i hv met u... =]
anw... u told mi 2 hang on n im hangin.. LOL
those time in sec 1 was fun.. when we dun reallie noe each other... but... we get familiarize.. n attitude statrs 2 change.. i dun deny dat i didnt change...
sry piggie... hv 2 ask u 2 change ur blogskin again.. ='[ seriously sry!!!
i m sooo extra wif ur frenz n u hv 2 accomapny mi... so... if ur goin out wif ur frenz... i wun b foloin u... anw.. i promised.. den u threaten mi n nxt time im nt goin 2 make promises again!!! =[

17 may 08

2008-05-17T10:14:00.004+08:00

yeap.. mayb u guyz r rite... 2nd place is a gd victory... the losin team will bond better den the winning team i guess... itz juz a match? my last day of soccer... ended up in such a glorious way... im quite proud of it... i didnt contirbute much though... experience... the feelin of winning, as well as losin... itz much more better den the champion.. who nvr lost b4..
the pain was quite unbearable... but the little joy dat i experienced was unreplaceable.. emotions r very weird... y do humans hv emotions n feelings? life is filled wif sadness n joy.. but normally we experience more sadness den joy.. anger leads 2 rampage... rampage leads 2 fight... fight leads 2 injuries.. itz a magical things isnt it? concern... is easily showed via actions... but.. who reallie did show it? though itz easy.. but.. at the same time, itz hard.. indeed... my life suxs... but who could i blame? itz my life... my future.. im the only one... who is controllin my own future...
soon.. i will die anw.. every1 does... itz juz a matter of time..
bein able 2 meet u is a blessin, even if i die, i will hv no regrets... the time dat i spent wif u is enuff 2 let me die peacefully.. ur smile.. ur tears.. the emotions n the feelins dat u shown durin times n times.. will alwaes b in my heart...
itz up 2 fate isnt it? 2 meet u anywhere... even without notification...
ur veri presence... is almost inevitable 2 mi.. but my presence means nth 2 u... itz funny isnt it... missin sum1 reallie gets easier as each dae pass by.. 24 hrs pass by veri fast... almost equivalent 2 abt 360 songs of 4 min each... hw foolish was i thinkin dat everything was gonna be alrite... lie down n convince myself 2moro will be better... but it turns out 2 b worse... lolz... datz life... the outcome will b completely diff...

2008-05-16T19:53:00.003+08:00

o.O inter cls 2dae... everybody's so excited abt it... itz a annual(?) event?
yup... itz my last day of soccer cuz im concentratin on studies instead of soccer... mayb last wk is the reallie last wk.. but dun tink im gonna play soccer... so... ya
Anw... group stages was first... was grouped wif 3A1, 3B2, 3A3. first match against 3A1 suxs big time... i sub in 4 abt 8min n itz game over... ended up wif a 0-0 draw... missed a header too =[
den we waited 4 2 matches b4 playin against 3A3 or 3B2.. i seriously dunnoe which cls... lolz! anw second match we won a 1-o... thx 2 chang ci though.. it was a OLE! lolz... we felt so gd man!! 4 points alreadi n we juz nid 2 draw the nxt match 2 secure a place in the semi-finals.. n we eventually did.... penalty shootout was given due the the same points n goal diff wif another team which i dunno... i missed!!!!!!!!11 lolz... so sad =[ zzzz was playin keeper thruout... xian.. i wanna strike... but xian.. nvm since somebody tinks he's so gd dat he can score which end up him... 2 b a scuker... lolz... hate mi den sae larh.... no nid 2 hint... L-O-S-E-R... btw.. i did manage 2 make a couple of gd saves... haha
semi-final... i was so lax lar... den it went 2 penalties again... lol dis time round... i was the last 2 shot... everybody missed except jasper... n the keeper was the one dat jasper hated most... haha... the pressure was on mi... everyone.. cuz if i score we made it 2 the finals... if i dun... den hv 2 take penalty again... i took big steps den small steps n swirl the ball... lolz... itz slow but it curl... nice... the keeper couldnt save it i guess... lolz.... anw we made it 2 the finals...
i sux... BIG BIG TIME... i cause the team 2 lose the match... it was a cross frm the opponent n hui long n matt was in front of the goal by er.. abt a few metres? den.. i was preparin 2 catch the ball as it was towards me.. den.... sum1 juz touch it n there goes the ball.. into the goal...
lost 0-1.. boohoo... itz all my fault i hv no one else 2 blame... if i dived earlier on... if i didnt move.. we could hv won the match...
thx piggie, dewei n ish 4 cheerin mi up... lolz... but.. i still feel veri bad... although they sae itz ok... haiz... piggiee piggiee piggiee... haiz... go bathe piggie... haha.... since u yearn it so much.. hahahahaha.. bye! postin ltr... cuz im goin 2 bathe!!!!

[15min ltr]
lolz... oh ya.. the champion was class 3A2... second was 3C1 third was 3B1 n the forth was... eh 3A3 or 3B2... haha... xian... piggie piggie piggie.. 2dae threaten mi ah... clever.. im gonna make u cry on tues cuz mon ders no sch =[
lol.... dun pangseh ur frenz bcuz of mi! =]
BYEBYE!!! postin 2moro =]

te

2008-05-14T19:12:00.000+08:00

lol... 2dae suxs big time...
so borin.. Mr chua was pissed off 4 puttin down his name 4 the inter cls competition! haha....
lolz.. mr chiang was a sadist!!! bad childhood i guess. den tok abt hw his mother cane him... so funny!!!!
aft sch was fun
we
went
out
2
try
jasper's
formation
but
it
doesnt
seems
2
work...
lol.. no offence though =]
i went 2 do formation too... but i included mr chua... so... hv 2 re-do? nah... itz too late... lazy too!!!
laziness is a killer... =[
nw.. im sweatin due 2 the 24km run juz nw... aft all dis soccer... n i reached hm in abt 2min instead of the usual 10+min... lolz..
piggie... i will shower u wif my ????... lolz
i will nvr give up de larh
itz a matter of time onli... =] hv fun!!!
BYE~!

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2008-05-14T16:39:00.003+08:00

lolz... 2dae was EMO day.. n the rain suits my feelins i guess... made mi even more moody!!!! haha... the performance(??) in the hall 2dae was super duper borinz!... so xian... =[ was sleepin at the back b4 movin up bside piggie durin the break. lolz! the show put up was purely STUPID.. haha.. no offence though.. but it SUXS!!
frankly speakin.. itz the worst show eva... they shld hv sumthin like football skills.. lolz. sry nt funny i noe. i wanna feel the rain! rain is my buddy... gettin drenched in the rain mus depend on time, feelins n situation... haha!
=[ 2dae no PE... boohoo... piggie... plz giv mi ur reply!! i dowan letter.. lol..
BYE!~

additional( 2 hrs ltr)
lolz... i lost the game b4 even it started... i alreadi knew the outcome... but i still tried knowin dat even if i had less den 0.01% chance of sucess... a slim chance doesnt = no chance at all... i nid 2 strive harder i tink... or let go... itz up 2 mi.. but itz the human spirit : nvr giv up... so im nt goin 2 giv up... im alreadi mentally prepared 2 face any consequences.. failure? sucess? setback? itz all up 2 u... ur feelins r the ans 2 my future.. im leavin my future in ur hands no matter if u accept it or nt...

lol

2008-05-13T18:07:00.003+08:00

lolz... 2 my surprise... nth happened... haha..i flunked all my subjects... so congrats 2 mi ya?.. dis proved dat im stupid.. yay! lolz.... so... i wold focus on inter cls nw instead... n nt other things like (p)... haha guess all of u all dont noe wad it means but nvm.. =] 2dae was FABULOUS... i mean great! =.=lll n thx 2 sum1, i cant concentrate on soccer.. lolz! quite funny isnt it? i almost choke 2 dae durin recess thx 2 the sum1 again... haha i tink itz quite obvious liao... who the sum1 is.. itz too late larh...

wad is done is done... itz too late 2 regret my deeds!!! =[ i hv 2 move on... n nt dwell lolz

lolz... couldnt communicate wif steve n dats so sad... missed a couple of headers durin recess soccer n lost 2 haziq's team thx 2 mi... lol.. mayb itz nt mi...

Mil... u obviously suck k? come on... F*** off!!

lolz... piggie... i bet u cant wash off the ink on ur hand cuz i cant wash off mine!!!! will last 4 a few days thx 2 u girl!! lolz... i will miss u!!!! lolz... mayb nt XP.. i nid sum1 2 CON-sole mi!!! boohoo...

im so selfish... y didnt i spare a thoughts 4 others in the first place? nw... i have landed in such a pitiful state... which i nvr had b4... feel so lost... haiz...

datz life... full of ups n down.. itz nt thrillin at all... but... mine dun hv up... haha.. itz all down... except the time i spent wif..... im juz an empty shell nw.. n gdbye!!!~~

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2008-05-12T17:15:00.004+08:00

Unexpectedly... first few marks of my exam changed my attitude in sutdies 4 the first time...
JUDGEMENT... im all ready 2 confess my guilt
first of all... i didnt study... 4 my exams.. seriously regret abt it
secondly... i had been wastin too much time playin senseless childish hopeless pathetic games... which is unecessarily wastin of my precious time...
thirdly... im stupid... n dats it... no nid 2 compare mi wif others.. i suck the most
fourthly... mayb im too indulged too much into soccer already... i shld try 2 minimize the time of mine spent on soccer...
nw... im reduced 2 waste... eh mayb i m a wastrel in the first place... im SCREWED
but nw... who can i actually blame? itz ME, MYSELF n I... ok sry datz nt funny i noe
but... im nt gifted in studies.. datz a fact n i cant deny.. I SUCK
Nobody's born clever nor stupid in dis world.... but... im an exception... im stupid... n im proud of it...
3C1 is a class.. where i do nt belong... dat is a place 4 ppl who r smart n r willing 2 put in tons of effort in their studies... im juz an extra in the class... gettin mocked by ppl like students frm ex class who i dowan 2 state... gettin depised... but i DUN GIVE A DAMN ABT THEM
wad m i? y do i live on dis world? wads my responsibilities? hw will i survive... i guess nw.. i hv the answer......
Nw... i will focus on my stuides instead of gaming... i guess i hv 2 change my attitude
towards studies too... i will remain positive if i can.. thruout the whole term 2... n... reallie mug hard durin june holidays... IN THE NAME OF GOD, I SHALL NT BE PLAYIN ANYMORE N INSTEAD FOCUS ON STUDIES
also in addition... i will nw declare dat i will score at least a B3 in any single test or examinations... i will nt let myself sink back into the deep hole of despair darkness... gettin screwed...
With determination... nth is impossible... more hardwork= better repay?, leave everything 2 fate? NO way man!! understandin is more important!!! im nt goin 2 leave my life 2 fate! Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets...!!!
nw... im goin 2 reflect on myself...
BYE!

P.S
sry piggie... my attitude was bad 2dae... 4give me!!!...
guess i will b postin more often cuz im nt playin anymore.. love everyone who had cheered 4 mi n encourage/ CONsole mi.. thx a lot n i glady appreciate it... THX

im bk?

2008-05-11T11:17:00.003+08:00

lolz... sry was down 4 abt 1 yr i suppose.... haha
im bk? frm.. eh.. hell i tink... exam was finally over n i suck! yay! thx
nth much 2 sae 2dae... lolz... juz reallie glad dat true frenz r alwaes there 4 mi.. yipee!
n dear piggie.... lolz.... eh.. wad i wanna sae?.... nvm... nt dis time round! haha...