Unexpectedly... first few marks of my exam changed my attitude in sutdies 4 the first time...
JUDGEMENT... im all ready 2 confess my guilt
first of all... i didnt study... 4 my exams.. seriously regret abt it
secondly... i had been wastin too much time playin senseless childish hopeless pathetic games... which is unecessarily wastin of my precious time...
thirdly... im stupid... n dats it... no nid 2 compare mi wif others.. i suck the most
fourthly... mayb im too indulged too much into soccer already... i shld try 2 minimize the time of mine spent on soccer...
nw... im reduced 2 waste... eh mayb i m a wastrel in the first place... im SCREWED
but nw... who can i actually blame? itz ME, MYSELF n I... ok sry datz nt funny i noe
but... im nt gifted in studies.. datz a fact n i cant deny.. I SUCK
Nobody's born clever nor stupid in dis world.... but... im an exception... im stupid... n im proud of it...
3C1 is a class.. where i do nt belong... dat is a place 4 ppl who r smart n r willing 2 put in tons of effort in their studies... im juz an extra in the class... gettin mocked by ppl like students frm ex class who i dowan 2 state... gettin depised... but i DUN GIVE A DAMN ABT THEM
wad m i? y do i live on dis world? wads my responsibilities? hw will i survive... i guess nw.. i hv the answer......
Nw... i will focus on my stuides instead of gaming... i guess i hv 2 change my attitude
towards studies too... i will remain positive if i can.. thruout the whole term 2... n... reallie mug hard durin june holidays... IN THE NAME OF GOD, I SHALL NT BE PLAYIN ANYMORE N INSTEAD FOCUS ON STUDIES
also in addition... i will nw declare dat i will score at least a B3 in any single test or examinations... i will nt let myself sink back into the deep hole of despair darkness... gettin screwed...
With determination... nth is impossible... more hardwork= better repay?, leave everything 2 fate? NO way man!! understandin is more important!!! im nt goin 2 leave my life 2 fate! Form your resolve. Charge forward. Leave no regrets...!!!
nw... im goin 2 reflect on myself...
BYE!
P.S
sry piggie... my attitude was bad 2dae... 4give me!!!...
guess i will b postin more often cuz im nt playin anymore.. love everyone who had cheered 4 mi n encourage/ CONsole mi.. thx a lot n i glady appreciate it... THX